|P.A.I.N & S.O.R.R.O.W|

Now i felt the pain & sorrow from thing that i have done in my life so far.
Now i realize that,at the age like me I am suppose to live my life like normal teenager, friends,hang out, enjoy,study get a better result, but because of the wrong path i choose and take, it drove me into the most worst nightmare i ever felt.
Usually most of the people said everything happen is all about fate and destiny, in what i thinks for me its all about how we choose our path and how we patterns our lives right, but in what people said also have the truth.
From me i have make the most mistake in my life by making the wrong choice in my life.
The patterns for my life is totally different than my other teenager friends.
I thinks this the beginning of my pain, sorrow, punishment that i should face it.
Yeah i totally agreed experience teach and shows us and make us become more matured is how to live our life.
But im really felt sorry for you because everything just happen its all because my mistake. The way i show i love people around me was wrong. I really hope i still sleeping and all this just a nightmare and when i woke up its not really happen yet. Either i treat u the right ways that suppose to be when love someone or just we do not even know each other. This because i really felt that im the one who make all the mistake, im the 1 who not suitable for you.. i can see now you still can live your live like usual. But im really really really really begging ya apologize for the thing that just happen so far. I also do not know how to make all this better.
Im so sorry to all of you. Im just not belong in this world anymore.
Every single second i think what just happen my heart just in pain and sorrow!!
I really hope you can forgive me. Even though you forgive me but im still felt bad for the mistake ive just did..

SORRY!!!!


:'(

.:M.I.S.T.A.K.E:.

I do not know why all this actually happen?
maybe I'm the 1 who making the biggest mistake in my life.
I am really2 sorry about what happen in the past...
i do not know how to make it better.
hope you will forgive me.
i have to accept on what i get now...the pain i have maybe from what
i"ve done...

:'(

.:A.P.O.L.O.G.I.Z.E:.

NEW L.I.F.E HAS BEGUN!

Every one will change even the biggest mountain can change their shape.
Hope I have all the truth and new environment with all patient lastly "REDHA"
May Allah lead me the way and guide my path and give all the strength to me..

Chill maybe this the better way that I will get sooner or later.
Love and take a good care to your love one.
Appreciate what you guys having now.

Mood: Calm.

Assalammualaikum

Everything Is New Now

I have to started my whole life with the new one
new environment new friends and I have to accept the truth and face all that...
in the other words 'REDHA'
May Allah show me the way and guide my path!!

Is been 1 month already!!!

1 month already but almost everything have change...
the reason why the change happen im not so sure about that..
even the biggest thing like the universe can change...
hahah...

hope sooner or later it will be fine..
HOPING & DISAPPOINTED!!!

Holla and bienvenue.....sorry for long not updated my blog....nothing much to say...have a nice day...keep smile ^^..peace

Hello!!!

This Is new month so let we start our day with smile....hopefully the happiness will come....cheer up and enjoy your day!!!!