When I was your man

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like oooooh.
Mmmm... Too young, too dumb to realize
That I should 've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should 've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohhhhhhh
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like oooooh
Mmmm.. too young, too dumb to realize
That I should 've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should 've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Gives you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should 've done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should 've done
When I was your man!

THE END

Thanks for everything...i know i make a mistake in my whole life, but I didn't mean to do that. Im really sorry... I know im not good enough  but i really wanna have a good life. I dont know what else  or what i will become after this. You showed me..I m really sorry. I'm hope i can turn back the time that i make the mistake..miss ya. i'm so sorry..im alone now.i donno what to do...

Who my Perfect Two?-Me

Verse1
Who can be the peanut butter to my jelly?
Who can be the butterflies that I feel in my belly?
Who can be the  first mate
And I can be your captain?
Who can be the chills that I feel on our first date?
Who can be the heroin
And I can be your sidekick?
Who can be the tear That I cry if we ever split?
Who can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'?
Or who can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'?

Chorus
Don't know if I could ever be?

Without ya cause who will complete me?
And in time I know that we'll both see

Thats all I need!!

Cause whose the apple to my pie?
whose the straw to my berry?

whose the smoke to my high?
And whose the one I wanna marry? 

Cause whose the one for me?
And I'm the one for whom?
who take the both of us 
And Who my Perfect Two?
Who my Perfect Two?
Who my Perfect Two?
Babe me and who?
Who my Perfect Two?

Verse 2

Who can be the prince and I can be your princess?
Who can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist?
Who can be the shoes and I can be the laces?
Who can be the heart that I spill on the pages?
Who can be the vodka and I can be the chaser?
Who can be the pencil and I can be the paper?
Who can be as cold as the winter weather?
But I don't care as long as were together!!

Chorus
Don't know if I could ever be?

Without ya cause who will complete me?
And in time I know that we'll both see

Thats all I need!!

Cause whose the apple to my pie?
whose the straw to my berry?

whose the smoke to my high?
And whose the one I wanna marry? 

Cause whose the one for me?
And I'm the one for whom?
who take the both of us 
And Who my Perfect Two?
Who my Perfect Two?
Who my Perfect Two?
Babe me and who?
Who my Perfect Two?

Verse 3
Who know that I'll never doubt whom?
And who know that I think about whom?
And who know I can't live without whom?
I love the way that whose smile?
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause whose the apple to my pie?
whose the straw to my berry?

whose the smoke to my high?
And whose the one I wanna marry? 

Cause whose the one for me?
And I'm the one for whom?
who take the both of us 
And Who my Perfect Two?
Who my Perfect Two?
Who my Perfect Two?
Babe me and who?
Who my Perfect Two?

Yeah, yeah

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|P.A.I.N & S.O.R.R.O.W|

Now i felt the pain & sorrow from thing that i have done in my life so far.
Now i realize that,at the age like me I am suppose to live my life like normal teenager, friends,hang out, enjoy,study get a better result, but because of the wrong path i choose and take, it drove me into the most worst nightmare i ever felt.
Usually most of the people said everything happen is all about fate and destiny, in what i thinks for me its all about how we choose our path and how we patterns our lives right, but in what people said also have the truth.
From me i have make the most mistake in my life by making the wrong choice in my life.
The patterns for my life is totally different than my other teenager friends.
I thinks this the beginning of my pain, sorrow, punishment that i should face it.
Yeah i totally agreed experience teach and shows us and make us become more matured is how to live our life.
But im really felt sorry for you because everything just happen its all because my mistake. The way i show i love people around me was wrong. I really hope i still sleeping and all this just a nightmare and when i woke up its not really happen yet. Either i treat u the right ways that suppose to be when love someone or just we do not even know each other. This because i really felt that im the one who make all the mistake, im the 1 who not suitable for you.. i can see now you still can live your live like usual. But im really really really really begging ya apologize for the thing that just happen so far. I also do not know how to make all this better.
Im so sorry to all of you. Im just not belong in this world anymore.
Every single second i think what just happen my heart just in pain and sorrow!!
I really hope you can forgive me. Even though you forgive me but im still felt bad for the mistake ive just did..

SORRY!!!!


:'(

.:M.I.S.T.A.K.E:.

I do not know why all this actually happen?
maybe I'm the 1 who making the biggest mistake in my life.
I am really2 sorry about what happen in the past...
i do not know how to make it better.
hope you will forgive me.
i have to accept on what i get now...the pain i have maybe from what
i"ve done...

:'(

.:A.P.O.L.O.G.I.Z.E:.

NEW L.I.F.E HAS BEGUN!

Every one will change even the biggest mountain can change their shape.
Hope I have all the truth and new environment with all patient lastly "REDHA"
May Allah lead me the way and guide my path and give all the strength to me..

Chill maybe this the better way that I will get sooner or later.
Love and take a good care to your love one.
Appreciate what you guys having now.

Mood: Calm.

Assalammualaikum

Everything Is New Now

I have to started my whole life with the new one
new environment new friends and I have to accept the truth and face all that...
in the other words 'REDHA'
May Allah show me the way and guide my path!!