|P.A.I.N & S.O.R.R.O.W|

Now i felt the pain & sorrow from thing that i have done in my life so far.
Now i realize that,at the age like me I am suppose to live my life like normal teenager, friends,hang out, enjoy,study get a better result, but because of the wrong path i choose and take, it drove me into the most worst nightmare i ever felt.
Usually most of the people said everything happen is all about fate and destiny, in what i thinks for me its all about how we choose our path and how we patterns our lives right, but in what people said also have the truth.
From me i have make the most mistake in my life by making the wrong choice in my life.
The patterns for my life is totally different than my other teenager friends.
I thinks this the beginning of my pain, sorrow, punishment that i should face it.
Yeah i totally agreed experience teach and shows us and make us become more matured is how to live our life.
But im really felt sorry for you because everything just happen its all because my mistake. The way i show i love people around me was wrong. I really hope i still sleeping and all this just a nightmare and when i woke up its not really happen yet. Either i treat u the right ways that suppose to be when love someone or just we do not even know each other. This because i really felt that im the one who make all the mistake, im the 1 who not suitable for you.. i can see now you still can live your live like usual. But im really really really really begging ya apologize for the thing that just happen so far. I also do not know how to make all this better.
Im so sorry to all of you. Im just not belong in this world anymore.
Every single second i think what just happen my heart just in pain and sorrow!!
I really hope you can forgive me. Even though you forgive me but im still felt bad for the mistake ive just did..

SORRY!!!!


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